Monday, August 08, 2005

Who am I ?


O God just who the fuck am I ?

i used to be a louse
and u gave me enlightenement

i used to spend hours at the net
then u made me see my wasted life


Guys, Jesus was asked this very same question
when He gave smart kick-ass comments

He replied 'who the fucks wants to Know?'
expecting trouble

He asked 'who do they say I am ?'

and then He asked Peter 'What do u say?'
Peter knew and Hegave the right answer


Pilate asked Him this question too
He was crucified for His answer







So pleeezz dont ask me
who i am


just do it !

Take all of me,
Consume all that I am and release the devil within yourself,
Ride with the lust of desire,
Ravage with the heat of passion,
Envelope me within the arms of love.

And then,Take me once again.
Just......take me!

Love me,
Eviexxx
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Bad Girl Autumn ...


u been a bad Autumn .. ..

a Net Addict ..


i really feel for the wife of arz00nie-
or was it r00nie ?










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Sunday, August 07, 2005

Devdas ...

I WAS AN ALCOHOLIC ...


Alcoholics Anonymous (known commonly as "A.A." or "AA") is a world-wide fellowship of alcoholics whose primary purpose is to stay sober and carry the message of recovery from alcoholism through the Twelve Steps.

A.A. is the original twelve-step program and has been the source and model for all subsequent and separate ones, such as Gamblers Anonymous, Narcotics Anonymous, Sexaholics Anonymous, Overeaters Anonymous, and Al-Anon/Alateen.
An earlier group for alcoholics, known as the
Washingtonians, fell apart when it tried to branch out to different goals, which A.A. has tried to avoid.


There is some controversy over the A.A. approach of
abstinence as a goal as opposed to other programs which aim for moderation.

[1] It should be noted that A.A. suggests abstinence for the "real alcoholic" only, considers alcoholism to be a diagnosis which can only be made by oneself, and has no opinion on abstinence for others.

A "hard drinker" may have the habit badly enough to cause gradual physical and mental impairment. Unlike a "real alcoholic" a "hard drinker" can stop or moderate drinking - given sufficiently strong reason. (Alcoholics Anonymous, p. 20-21)

According to A.A., no amount of logic or persuasion or desire can bring a real alcoholic to lasting sobriety.

There also exist a number of purely secular non-12 step programs which promote abstinence as a recovery goal, as well as programs which promote a goal of moderation for "problem drinkers" as opposed to "alcoholics."

A listing can be found in the external links section of this article.

1 History and development
2 How the A.A. program works
3 Beliefs about alcoholism
4 Structure
5 A.A., religion and the law
6 Controversial system
6.1 AA's Supporters
6.2 AA's Critics
6.2.1 Criticisms specific to religious themes
6.3 Analysis of the controversy
7 Literature
8 External links
8.1 Critical links
8.2 Links to AA alternatives

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alcoholics_Anonymous


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Earth Angel ..

Earth angel,
Earth angel
Will you be mine
My darling dear
Love you all the time
I’m just a fool,
A fool in love, with you

Earth angel
Earth angel
The one I adore
Love you foreverAnd ever more
I’m just a fool,A fool in-love with you
I fell for you
And I knew
The vision of your lovliness
I hope and I pray,That someday,

I’ll be the vision of yourHappiness
Earth angel,
Earth angel
Please you be mine

My darling dear
Love you all the time
I’m just a fool,A fool in love, with you
I fell for you
And I knew
The vision of your lovliness
I hope and I pray,That someday,I’ll be the vision of yourHappiness

Earth angel, Earth angel
Please you be mine


My darling dear
Love you all the timeI’m just a fool,A fool in love, with you


New Edition
Boys to Men
Candy Girl
Duke of Earl
Earth Angel
I’m Still in Love With YouMore…

i once met a girl ..

Donna was her name

Oh donna, oh donna oh donna, oh donna
I had a girl. donna was her name.
Since she left me, I’ve never been the same.’cause I love my girl. donna, where can you be? Where can you be?

Now that you’re gone and I’m left all alone.All by myself to wonder and groan.’cause I love my girl. donna, where can you be? Darling, now that you’re gone, I don’t know what I’ll do.
Yeah and time had all my love, for you.

Oh donna, oh donnaOh donna, oh donna
I had a girl. donna was her name.Since she left me, I’ve never been the same.’cause I love my girl. donna, where can you be? Where can you be?

Oh donna,
oh donna
Oh donna,
oh donna
Oh donna,
oh donna Oh donna, oh donna



Mxpx
Oh Donna

i am soo lonely, be my friend

i was loving a girl very much
but she was not loving me


she married Joakeem

dreaming of u, girl of my dreamz


LONELINESS & SELFISHNESS (Part 1/2)
Art thou lonely, O my brother?
Share thy little with another!
Stretch a hand to one unfriended,
And the loneliness is ended.
- William Arthur Dunkerley

We very well know that, we are all, each and every one of us, completely and irrevocably alone.

No matter how many friends a person may have, nor how close those friends may be, it does not change this thought or fact, if you will – that we are each an entity unto ourselves.

I’m sure that many, if not all of you have experienced the dismal feeling of being more alone in a crowded room than when you were actually physically alone.. I’ve mentioned close friends, but the same goes for relatives; even someone as close to you as your husband or wife. There is always something that just cannot be communicated to anyone – something that cannot be put into words, or just too personal to confide in others.

Probably a thousand people have greeted you this last year with the question, “How are you?” Have you ever answered that question literally? In other words, really told these people how you are? Told them about your personal aches and pains, about the trouble at your job or at home? If you have, you may have noticed a subtle glazing of your acquaintance’s eyes after a few moments. Perhaps they got a bit fidgety, and probably left you talking to yourself after a while. Because, don’t you see, people aren’t really interested.

Your troubles and problems are yours my friend, and nobody else really cares. You know why, don’t you? Because they all have problems of their own. Certainly theirs are more important to them than yours, and conversely, nobody’s problems are quite so important or imperative to you as are your own.. I’ve told you, and I’m sure you agree, that we are all completely alone, but there is a way, a comparatively simple way to relieve that loneliness just a bit.

And that is to overcome the overpowering dictates of the great “Private I.” Most of us are so firmly imprisoned in that seemingly escape-proof cell of ego, that dark, despairing dungeon of selfishness, that we tend to believe that the entire world revolves around “me.” This is an all-too common ailment, this Private “I” complex, but it can be, shall we say, arrested, if not completely cured!


How? Simply by being interested in others.
Now is that such a difficult pill to swallow in order to alleviate such a painful disease? Of course not, although it’s not quite so easy as it sounds. At first you will probably have to force yourself to be interested in others, pulling your interest away from yourself, your problems, your cares, is like pulling two powerful magnets apart, but you can do it! Force it for a while, and I think you’ll be surprised to find that in a short time you actually will be interested in others.

It may help you to do this if you make a habit of trying to think of the other person as another “I,” instead of “he, she or they.” I know that this is a large dose to swallow; it’s a concept that almost goes against nature, but try it. You needn’t be afraid, you’ll never really be able to completely stop thinking of yourself; and I doubt if it would be a wise thing even if you could.

Selfishness used intelligently can be a good force, but identifying yourself with others will tend to relieve that momentous loneliness.
Yes – this does involve doing things for others too, if you are really interested in others welfare; you will want to do things for them.

Leo Tolstoy said, “We love people not for what they can do for us, but for what we can do for them.” Tolstoy knew what he was talking about. Many others, all certainly more knowledgeable than I, have said repeatedly that the only way to be happy is to try to make others happy.

Dr. Albert Schweitzer said that in so doing we find “our secret source of true peace and lifelong satisfaction.” To my mind, it all boils down to doing something about that ever-present individual loneliness. You’ll never be so close to anyone as when you are doing something for them with no other motive than their happiness and welfare.


Best wishes to all,
Sanny Vaz. [EMAIL PROTECTED] (To be continued..... in Part 2/2)
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dream land


Dream girl


jennifer

Dreamer


i dream all the time ...